[Dice will listen intently to poetic notions of how much he's loved whenever Gentaro's brain starts functioning again. For now, he reaches into his underwear and pulls his cock free so it can be stroked properly. This is the first time he's really touched him properly, even if they've slept side by side and maybe thought about doing more. It's better than he imagined.
Moving his hips closer again, straddling one of Gentaro's legs, Dice pulls his own length out and begins to stroke them both at once, inches apart.]
[ He's beautiful, and seeing Dice like this is a privilege he'll never take for granted. Right now, Gentaro is the most honest he's ever been. Dice has a knack for drawing out parts of him he never thought possible.
Gentaro sits up slightly and kisses him, messy and needy. He nudges his hand away so he can wrap his hand around Dice's length. Stroking him from base to tip, Gentaro's gaze is hazy and dark. He swipes his thumb over the head of his cock, thrusting into his hand.
Even though his brain is mush, it's still embarrassing to admit what he does next. He doesn't bother hiding that embarrassment, because Dice is going to see that a lot. ]
I want you inside me, [ he murmurs, lips brushing against Dice's. ] I've wanted it for so long.
[For some reason, while Dice thought he was ready to hear that, it's entirely certain that he wasn't. His hand stutters on Gentaro's cock, and while he recovers quickly, there's still a moment of pause. It's clearly not a bad thing, though, because as soon as he mentally regroups, his hands are pushing up Gentaro's other knee so he can resettle between his legs.
This is his. All of this. This man, who couldn't be honest with either of them, is his. And Dice knows this is honesty yet again.]
I want you.
[He kisses Gentaro feverishly, biting at his bottom lip before forcing his tongue past eager lips. No more waiting. He's going to give Gentaro everything.]
[ He can't get enough of touching and feeling Dice against him. Dragging his nails up and down his chest, Gentaro kisses him back. It's messy and desperate. There's no shame in how he lets himself just feel and chase after what he wants. What he needs.
He pulls away from the kiss, breathing harder. ]
Show me how much, [ he says, a challenge, threading his hands through Dice's hair. ]
[Freeing his hands, he pushes Gentaro's knees up toward his chest, then leans down over him to kiss him again. His body weight settles against Gentaro for a moment. He can't even articulate how much he loves having those hands in his hair. It's only ever been basically platonic before, but now it's firm and sure and charged with something Dice hasn't experienced until today.
It's not exactly gentle, but enough for him to feel it. He knows he doesn't have to hold back. Dice is sturdier than that, and if he did hold back, he'd get an earful. Needy for more, he rolls his hips, pulling again as he kisses his neck.
He leans in, lips against his ear, and he groans. ]
[Dice makes an undignified sound, dark and full of the promise of more if Gentaro keeps that up. When he does, he settles himself squarely between Gentaro's legs, gripping his own length and nudging the head against Gentaro's entrance. He keeps his head bowed, not straying from this closeness for anything.]
[ This part of Dice is something only he can see. He's not one to lay down and let things happen, but this, how he takes charge, is different. Gentaro is happy to let him.
He's had enough of being in control.
His nails scratch against Dice's scalp as his lips work against his neck, biting and kissing, running his tongue along each love bite. ]
[Dice grunts quietly as Gentaro's nails register, as his lips and teeth work. One more tug is all he can take before he shifts his hips forward and pushes past the resistance to enter Gentaro.]
Nn.
[He tips his head to give Gentaro more access to his neck as he presses in deeper.]
[ He gasps sharply, his other hand flying to Dice's back. His nails dig in, hand tightening in his hair. Gentaro doesn't stop kissing his neck, biting harder as he adjusts. ]
K-keep going, [ he whispers in his ear before dropping a kiss to his shoulder. ]
[ Every inch of him. Gentaro's heart squeezes. Dice is so wonderfully earnest and sweet, and he feels himself fall a little more.
Dice fucks him so gently, drawing soft moans. ]
If you keep saying such sappy things, I may fall in love with you even more. [ He kisses him, tugging at his hair. Against his lips, he whispers, ] Give me everything.
[ He knows Gentaro so well, and Gentaro likes it. Dice knows him better than anyone else. How could he not fall in love with him?
He throws his head back, crying out. It's what he wants, it's true. If he can't say it with words, he'll tell him with those gasps and moans. ]
Dice--
[ He wraps his legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper. Moving so hard and fast and deep, the tip of his cock nudges lightly against his prostate. Breathlessly, he lets out a moan, loud and shameless. ]
[If he's being honest with himself, Gentaro's reactions are doing as much for him as the sensations are, if not more. He didn't know he needed to see Gentaro fall apart like this, so vulnerable and open, and all for him. He's long felt like he belonged by Gentaro's side, but to feel like they ought to bw this close is fresh, new... delightful.
He knows what he's found inside him, and now he aims for it with every movement.]
[ Whatever Dice asks for, inevitably, Gentaro will give him. He can't say no to him, even if he wanted to. His nails dig into Dice's back, clinging tight as he takes him apart. All he can do is hold on, crying out with each thrust against that bundle of nerves.
And then Gentaro, so overwhelmed and dizzy with love and how good Dice is making him feel, bites down on his neck -- hard enough, but not enough to draw blood. ]
[Really, Dice feels like Gentaro is lowering himself to Dice's level with every reaction, and he can't say he hates it at all. It gives him life. This was a gamble, and it's paying off.
And he loves him. He loves him so much, so dearly that he'll repeat and home in on anything that makes Gentaro react.
The bite sends Dice over the edge, a few more deep, firm thrusts before he spills inside Gentaro. Panting, mouth hanging open, licking his lips, he might feel a bit like an animal right now. But he's satisfied and content in ways he never imagined before.]
[ He's so close, so, so close. Gentaro could stay like this, tangled up in Dice and driven out of his mind with pleasure. He kisses his neck and throat, moaning loudly. His back is going to look like a cat scratcher by the end of this, the way Gentaro's trying to hold on.
Dice comes, but Gentaro isn't quite there yet. He looks up at him, desperate and needy. ]
[ It takes hardly two strokes before he cries out. Not just a wordless sound, but Dice's name. Gentaro holds on tight to him, burying his face in his neck as he spills over his hand.
His orgasm is much, much more intense than any time he's gotten himself off. He swears he sees stars, bursting in his vision as he shakes through it. ]
[He hates to be vulgar about it, but Gentaro's climax might be the hottest thing Dice has ever seen, and certainly the hottest thing he's ever caused. He holds Gentaro close with his unoccupied hand, stroking him through it with the other. His breath catches in his throat as Gentaro's whole body tenses around him, and in that moment he feels like he gets it. All of this, all of the back and forth that brought them to this point was worth it. He'll never hate a life choice again.
Turning his head, he kisses Gentaro's temple, then his cheek, working his way toward those precious lips. When he reaches them, he kisses with abandon, but tinged with a sweetness he didn't really know would feel so good. In a break, he presses their foreheads together and murmurs against Gentaro's lips.]
[ Gentaro's kicking himself for not confessing earlier, but... It had never even been on the table. It's heartbreakingly sweet how Dice kisses him and holds him. It's no wonder that he melts into it, kissing him like he can't get enough.
He doesn't think he'll ever get enough of this.
Gentaro takes a deep breath and steals another kiss, sweet and gentle. ]
I was such a fool for thinking you'd want nothing to do with me. [ There's so much emotion in his voice. Even the thought of it is painful. ] I'm sorry for doubting you.
You didn't really doubt me, right? You'd never turn your back on me, either.
[He hopes. It's not like Gentaro knows everything about him, either. Maybe that needs to change, but he's so removed from that situation that he doesn't think it's important. Gentaro would still...]
It worked out! And I'm not letting you go, no matter what the world calls you. You're always gonna be my Gentaro.
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[Dice will listen intently to poetic notions of how much he's loved whenever Gentaro's brain starts functioning again. For now, he reaches into his underwear and pulls his cock free so it can be stroked properly. This is the first time he's really touched him properly, even if they've slept side by side and maybe thought about doing more. It's better than he imagined.
Moving his hips closer again, straddling one of Gentaro's legs, Dice pulls his own length out and begins to stroke them both at once, inches apart.]
You know what you want, right? So tell me.
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[ He's beautiful, and seeing Dice like this is a privilege he'll never take for granted. Right now, Gentaro is the most honest he's ever been. Dice has a knack for drawing out parts of him he never thought possible.
Gentaro sits up slightly and kisses him, messy and needy. He nudges his hand away so he can wrap his hand around Dice's length. Stroking him from base to tip, Gentaro's gaze is hazy and dark. He swipes his thumb over the head of his cock, thrusting into his hand.
Even though his brain is mush, it's still embarrassing to admit what he does next. He doesn't bother hiding that embarrassment, because Dice is going to see that a lot. ]
I want you inside me, [ he murmurs, lips brushing against Dice's. ] I've wanted it for so long.
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This is his. All of this. This man, who couldn't be honest with either of them, is his. And Dice knows this is honesty yet again.]
I want you.
[He kisses Gentaro feverishly, biting at his bottom lip before forcing his tongue past eager lips. No more waiting. He's going to give Gentaro everything.]
I've been holdin' back for a long time.
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He pulls away from the kiss, breathing harder. ]
Show me how much, [ he says, a challenge, threading his hands through Dice's hair. ]
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He closes his eyes, setting his jaw and sighing.]
Pull.
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It's not exactly gentle, but enough for him to feel it. He knows he doesn't have to hold back. Dice is sturdier than that, and if he did hold back, he'd get an earful. Needy for more, he rolls his hips, pulling again as he kisses his neck.
He leans in, lips against his ear, and he groans. ]
Dice.
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He's had enough of being in control.
His nails scratch against Dice's scalp as his lips work against his neck, biting and kissing, running his tongue along each love bite. ]
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Nn.
[He tips his head to give Gentaro more access to his neck as he presses in deeper.]
Can't wait to fuck you...
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K-keep going, [ he whispers in his ear before dropping a kiss to his shoulder. ]
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So he pushes harder, until he's fully bottomed out, settled inside the only person he's ever wanted this with.]
You're so tight...
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You're incredible. [ He kisses him and runs his tongue along his bottom lip. ] I love you.
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I love you. Every inch of you.
[Carefully, he starts moving his hips, shallow motions to feel things out.]
God, you're gorgeous.
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Dice fucks him so gently, drawing soft moans. ]
If you keep saying such sappy things, I may fall in love with you even more. [ He kisses him, tugging at his hair. Against his lips, he whispers, ] Give me everything.
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[He groans quietly as he moves his hips with a little more force and speed, still not jostling Gentaro.]
Cute seein' you all honest like this. But you still can't say stuff easy, can you? That you want it harder. Faster.
[His voice goes lower and huskier with each assertion. And in turn, his body moves as he says, pressing deeper.]
Fuck...
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He throws his head back, crying out. It's what he wants, it's true. If he can't say it with words, he'll tell him with those gasps and moans. ]
Dice--
[ He wraps his legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper. Moving so hard and fast and deep, the tip of his cock nudges lightly against his prostate. Breathlessly, he lets out a moan, loud and shameless. ]
There--
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He knows what he's found inside him, and now he aims for it with every movement.]
Keep sayin' my name...
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And then Gentaro, so overwhelmed and dizzy with love and how good Dice is making him feel, bites down on his neck -- hard enough, but not enough to draw blood. ]
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[Really, Dice feels like Gentaro is lowering himself to Dice's level with every reaction, and he can't say he hates it at all. It gives him life. This was a gamble, and it's paying off.
And he loves him. He loves him so much, so dearly that he'll repeat and home in on anything that makes Gentaro react.
The bite sends Dice over the edge, a few more deep, firm thrusts before he spills inside Gentaro. Panting, mouth hanging open, licking his lips, he might feel a bit like an animal right now. But he's satisfied and content in ways he never imagined before.]
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[ He's so close, so, so close. Gentaro could stay like this, tangled up in Dice and driven out of his mind with pleasure. He kisses his neck and throat, moaning loudly. His back is going to look like a cat scratcher by the end of this, the way Gentaro's trying to hold on.
Dice comes, but Gentaro isn't quite there yet. He looks up at him, desperate and needy. ]
T-touch me... please.
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Here...
[At least this part is easy. He grips and strokes Gentaro with practiced ease, no teasing, just desperate to get him off too.]
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His orgasm is much, much more intense than any time he's gotten himself off. He swears he sees stars, bursting in his vision as he shakes through it. ]
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Turning his head, he kisses Gentaro's temple, then his cheek, working his way toward those precious lips. When he reaches them, he kisses with abandon, but tinged with a sweetness he didn't really know would feel so good. In a break, he presses their foreheads together and murmurs against Gentaro's lips.]
Just you. However you are. I love you. I mean it.
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He doesn't think he'll ever get enough of this.
Gentaro takes a deep breath and steals another kiss, sweet and gentle. ]
I was such a fool for thinking you'd want nothing to do with me. [ There's so much emotion in his voice. Even the thought of it is painful. ] I'm sorry for doubting you.
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[He hopes. It's not like Gentaro knows everything about him, either. Maybe that needs to change, but he's so removed from that situation that he doesn't think it's important. Gentaro would still...]
It worked out! And I'm not letting you go, no matter what the world calls you. You're always gonna be my Gentaro.
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