It's not exactly gentle, but enough for him to feel it. He knows he doesn't have to hold back. Dice is sturdier than that, and if he did hold back, he'd get an earful. Needy for more, he rolls his hips, pulling again as he kisses his neck.
He leans in, lips against his ear, and he groans. ]
[Dice makes an undignified sound, dark and full of the promise of more if Gentaro keeps that up. When he does, he settles himself squarely between Gentaro's legs, gripping his own length and nudging the head against Gentaro's entrance. He keeps his head bowed, not straying from this closeness for anything.]
[ This part of Dice is something only he can see. He's not one to lay down and let things happen, but this, how he takes charge, is different. Gentaro is happy to let him.
He's had enough of being in control.
His nails scratch against Dice's scalp as his lips work against his neck, biting and kissing, running his tongue along each love bite. ]
[Dice grunts quietly as Gentaro's nails register, as his lips and teeth work. One more tug is all he can take before he shifts his hips forward and pushes past the resistance to enter Gentaro.]
Nn.
[He tips his head to give Gentaro more access to his neck as he presses in deeper.]
[ He gasps sharply, his other hand flying to Dice's back. His nails dig in, hand tightening in his hair. Gentaro doesn't stop kissing his neck, biting harder as he adjusts. ]
K-keep going, [ he whispers in his ear before dropping a kiss to his shoulder. ]
[ Every inch of him. Gentaro's heart squeezes. Dice is so wonderfully earnest and sweet, and he feels himself fall a little more.
Dice fucks him so gently, drawing soft moans. ]
If you keep saying such sappy things, I may fall in love with you even more. [ He kisses him, tugging at his hair. Against his lips, he whispers, ] Give me everything.
[ He knows Gentaro so well, and Gentaro likes it. Dice knows him better than anyone else. How could he not fall in love with him?
He throws his head back, crying out. It's what he wants, it's true. If he can't say it with words, he'll tell him with those gasps and moans. ]
Dice--
[ He wraps his legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper. Moving so hard and fast and deep, the tip of his cock nudges lightly against his prostate. Breathlessly, he lets out a moan, loud and shameless. ]
[If he's being honest with himself, Gentaro's reactions are doing as much for him as the sensations are, if not more. He didn't know he needed to see Gentaro fall apart like this, so vulnerable and open, and all for him. He's long felt like he belonged by Gentaro's side, but to feel like they ought to bw this close is fresh, new... delightful.
He knows what he's found inside him, and now he aims for it with every movement.]
[ Whatever Dice asks for, inevitably, Gentaro will give him. He can't say no to him, even if he wanted to. His nails dig into Dice's back, clinging tight as he takes him apart. All he can do is hold on, crying out with each thrust against that bundle of nerves.
And then Gentaro, so overwhelmed and dizzy with love and how good Dice is making him feel, bites down on his neck -- hard enough, but not enough to draw blood. ]
[Really, Dice feels like Gentaro is lowering himself to Dice's level with every reaction, and he can't say he hates it at all. It gives him life. This was a gamble, and it's paying off.
And he loves him. He loves him so much, so dearly that he'll repeat and home in on anything that makes Gentaro react.
The bite sends Dice over the edge, a few more deep, firm thrusts before he spills inside Gentaro. Panting, mouth hanging open, licking his lips, he might feel a bit like an animal right now. But he's satisfied and content in ways he never imagined before.]
[ He's so close, so, so close. Gentaro could stay like this, tangled up in Dice and driven out of his mind with pleasure. He kisses his neck and throat, moaning loudly. His back is going to look like a cat scratcher by the end of this, the way Gentaro's trying to hold on.
Dice comes, but Gentaro isn't quite there yet. He looks up at him, desperate and needy. ]
[ It takes hardly two strokes before he cries out. Not just a wordless sound, but Dice's name. Gentaro holds on tight to him, burying his face in his neck as he spills over his hand.
His orgasm is much, much more intense than any time he's gotten himself off. He swears he sees stars, bursting in his vision as he shakes through it. ]
[He hates to be vulgar about it, but Gentaro's climax might be the hottest thing Dice has ever seen, and certainly the hottest thing he's ever caused. He holds Gentaro close with his unoccupied hand, stroking him through it with the other. His breath catches in his throat as Gentaro's whole body tenses around him, and in that moment he feels like he gets it. All of this, all of the back and forth that brought them to this point was worth it. He'll never hate a life choice again.
Turning his head, he kisses Gentaro's temple, then his cheek, working his way toward those precious lips. When he reaches them, he kisses with abandon, but tinged with a sweetness he didn't really know would feel so good. In a break, he presses their foreheads together and murmurs against Gentaro's lips.]
[ Gentaro's kicking himself for not confessing earlier, but... It had never even been on the table. It's heartbreakingly sweet how Dice kisses him and holds him. It's no wonder that he melts into it, kissing him like he can't get enough.
He doesn't think he'll ever get enough of this.
Gentaro takes a deep breath and steals another kiss, sweet and gentle. ]
I was such a fool for thinking you'd want nothing to do with me. [ There's so much emotion in his voice. Even the thought of it is painful. ] I'm sorry for doubting you.
You didn't really doubt me, right? You'd never turn your back on me, either.
[He hopes. It's not like Gentaro knows everything about him, either. Maybe that needs to change, but he's so removed from that situation that he doesn't think it's important. Gentaro would still...]
It worked out! And I'm not letting you go, no matter what the world calls you. You're always gonna be my Gentaro.
[ He brushes Dice's hair away from his eyes and kisses his forehead. It's so tender, so gentle, that it's hard to miss all the love he puts into it. ]
Thank you, Dice. [ He loves him. He loves him so much that it aches. He wants to bury himself in Dice's embrace forever, where he's safe and warm and accepted with all his rough edges. ] What would I do without you?
[Dice really isn't used to affection, never has been, but it's so good he doesn't want anything else in the world as much as he wants one more kiss from Gentaro.]
Without me? Dunno. [He grins, deciding it's always a good time to make light of his own situation.] You'd have more money, right? Am I worth it?
[He kisses him just as sweetly, taking his time to enjoy and memorize the sensation of acting on emotion. The thrill of certainty. The way Gentaro's lips move against his will stay with him forever, occupy his days and nights until he can have more. With an addictive personality, being so enamored with something is dangerous... but risk is his favorite thing.]
Damn right I am. Kinda guy who might even read a book for you.
[ Gentaro feels like the luckiest person in the world. It's Dice's sweetness and how he knows Gentaro like the back of his hand. It's how they have a connection deeper than he could have ever dreamed of.
He could stay like this forever. ]
Perhaps I'll make you a reading list, complete with assignments.
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It's not exactly gentle, but enough for him to feel it. He knows he doesn't have to hold back. Dice is sturdier than that, and if he did hold back, he'd get an earful. Needy for more, he rolls his hips, pulling again as he kisses his neck.
He leans in, lips against his ear, and he groans. ]
Dice.
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He's had enough of being in control.
His nails scratch against Dice's scalp as his lips work against his neck, biting and kissing, running his tongue along each love bite. ]
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Nn.
[He tips his head to give Gentaro more access to his neck as he presses in deeper.]
Can't wait to fuck you...
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K-keep going, [ he whispers in his ear before dropping a kiss to his shoulder. ]
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So he pushes harder, until he's fully bottomed out, settled inside the only person he's ever wanted this with.]
You're so tight...
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You're incredible. [ He kisses him and runs his tongue along his bottom lip. ] I love you.
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I love you. Every inch of you.
[Carefully, he starts moving his hips, shallow motions to feel things out.]
God, you're gorgeous.
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Dice fucks him so gently, drawing soft moans. ]
If you keep saying such sappy things, I may fall in love with you even more. [ He kisses him, tugging at his hair. Against his lips, he whispers, ] Give me everything.
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[He groans quietly as he moves his hips with a little more force and speed, still not jostling Gentaro.]
Cute seein' you all honest like this. But you still can't say stuff easy, can you? That you want it harder. Faster.
[His voice goes lower and huskier with each assertion. And in turn, his body moves as he says, pressing deeper.]
Fuck...
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He throws his head back, crying out. It's what he wants, it's true. If he can't say it with words, he'll tell him with those gasps and moans. ]
Dice--
[ He wraps his legs around his waist, pulling him in deeper. Moving so hard and fast and deep, the tip of his cock nudges lightly against his prostate. Breathlessly, he lets out a moan, loud and shameless. ]
There--
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He knows what he's found inside him, and now he aims for it with every movement.]
Keep sayin' my name...
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And then Gentaro, so overwhelmed and dizzy with love and how good Dice is making him feel, bites down on his neck -- hard enough, but not enough to draw blood. ]
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[Really, Dice feels like Gentaro is lowering himself to Dice's level with every reaction, and he can't say he hates it at all. It gives him life. This was a gamble, and it's paying off.
And he loves him. He loves him so much, so dearly that he'll repeat and home in on anything that makes Gentaro react.
The bite sends Dice over the edge, a few more deep, firm thrusts before he spills inside Gentaro. Panting, mouth hanging open, licking his lips, he might feel a bit like an animal right now. But he's satisfied and content in ways he never imagined before.]
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[ He's so close, so, so close. Gentaro could stay like this, tangled up in Dice and driven out of his mind with pleasure. He kisses his neck and throat, moaning loudly. His back is going to look like a cat scratcher by the end of this, the way Gentaro's trying to hold on.
Dice comes, but Gentaro isn't quite there yet. He looks up at him, desperate and needy. ]
T-touch me... please.
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Here...
[At least this part is easy. He grips and strokes Gentaro with practiced ease, no teasing, just desperate to get him off too.]
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His orgasm is much, much more intense than any time he's gotten himself off. He swears he sees stars, bursting in his vision as he shakes through it. ]
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Turning his head, he kisses Gentaro's temple, then his cheek, working his way toward those precious lips. When he reaches them, he kisses with abandon, but tinged with a sweetness he didn't really know would feel so good. In a break, he presses their foreheads together and murmurs against Gentaro's lips.]
Just you. However you are. I love you. I mean it.
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He doesn't think he'll ever get enough of this.
Gentaro takes a deep breath and steals another kiss, sweet and gentle. ]
I was such a fool for thinking you'd want nothing to do with me. [ There's so much emotion in his voice. Even the thought of it is painful. ] I'm sorry for doubting you.
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[He hopes. It's not like Gentaro knows everything about him, either. Maybe that needs to change, but he's so removed from that situation that he doesn't think it's important. Gentaro would still...]
It worked out! And I'm not letting you go, no matter what the world calls you. You're always gonna be my Gentaro.
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[ He brushes Dice's hair away from his eyes and kisses his forehead. It's so tender, so gentle, that it's hard to miss all the love he puts into it. ]
Thank you, Dice. [ He loves him. He loves him so much that it aches. He wants to bury himself in Dice's embrace forever, where he's safe and warm and accepted with all his rough edges. ] What would I do without you?
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Without me? Dunno. [He grins, deciding it's always a good time to make light of his own situation.] You'd have more money, right? Am I worth it?
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When he pulls back reluctantly, he nudges their noses together. ]
Hmm. Are you?
[ Another kiss, because he can't get enough. ]
You're worth everything.
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[He kisses him just as sweetly, taking his time to enjoy and memorize the sensation of acting on emotion. The thrill of certainty. The way Gentaro's lips move against his will stay with him forever, occupy his days and nights until he can have more. With an addictive personality, being so enamored with something is dangerous... but risk is his favorite thing.]
Damn right I am. Kinda guy who might even read a book for you.
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[ Gentaro feels like the luckiest person in the world. It's Dice's sweetness and how he knows Gentaro like the back of his hand. It's how they have a connection deeper than he could have ever dreamed of.
He could stay like this forever. ]
Perhaps I'll make you a reading list, complete with assignments.
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